Thursday, June 7, 2012

yeah.  I could think of nothing better to title this post than the day of the week.  Last night I was SO excited about today I had plans, things were going to be 'Perfect' *HAHA*

I was going to...

  1.  get up early
  2.  workout
  3. read my bible
  4. have the Perfect cup of coffee
  5. catch up on favorite blogs
  6. get a hold of my friend and reschedule stuff
  7.  not focus on my camera not being here
  8. get laundry done
  9. clean the house
  10. make a fabulous lunch
  11. do a mani-pedi
  12. Look amazing

So far what's actually happened...

  1.  get up early Done
  2.  workout
  3. read my bible
  4. have the Perfect cup of coffee
  5. catch up on favorite blogs-Done *and all the crappy articles on yahoo*
  6. get a hold of my friend and reschedule stuff
  7.  not focus on my camera not being here-already checked shipping status like 80xs
  8. get laundry done
  9. clean the house
  10. make a fabulous lunch
  11. do a mani-pedi
  12. Look amazing-not happening any time in the foreseeable future

I woke up early, yup.  That's what happened.  I do not know what is wrong with me lately.  I just want to sleep ALL the time.  I'm tired, I feel 'blahh', cleaning the house just seems to be the hardest thing ever!  I'm waiting to start my period, I though I started yesterday but no such luck.  My mother is crossing her fingers that it's a grand baby I'm not getting my hopes up so I'm just looking at it as a prolonged sentence of misery but everyone that lives here is gone today except me.  I haven't had the house to myself in months.  I feel like I shouldn't waste this.  Like I should seriously enjoy it.  I do not know how.  I have that list of stuff I needed and wanted to get done.  But I have absolutely no drive to do any of it.  Lately I've been feeling creatively blocked, also had a massive workout block happening, for a lack of a better or more attractive word I'm feeling Clogged that sounds so gross...but feels accurate.  Well with husband being gone this whole weekend *it doesn't feel real yet and if I stop to really think about it I will cry* I'm hoping to use that time to slap myself into shape.  Both mentally, and creatively.

Right now I'm going to do some random exercises and get my blood flowing *and hopefully my creative juices* then read my bible because if anything can make me feel better it's the word of God.  Have a blessed thursday!

2 comments:

Adam & Jasmine Zickefoose said...

Just to give you a little pick me up, most everything of how you described your present self, is how I have been feeling lately. I sleep all the time, actaully more than ever in my life. I start my periods real late, but I'm never pregnant. I haven't done anything for my shop in weeks. And I'm not really exercising like I used to. I'm with ya girl! I just seem to pucker along.

Our Little Fam said...

Checking in on you! No post for a while, hope all is well!

 
Jane Whitney Designs